Escaping Reality.

Never regret something that made you smile for a while. That created an instant happiness that will last a lifetime. Since it become a huge part and established a great impact in my life. There maybe some foolish actions that happened in the declining year of 2011. But those things happened because of losing control on oneself. It occurred knowing the sudden changes of things and it was like a whirl wind that changed the whole story instantly.

Now it's 2012 probably a new beginning and new changes awaits. New life, new hope and new things to explore. Some of the past may still seek and flash in my mind and thoughts. But those will be priceless and lifetime memories that I will cherish. Sometimes i often think about those things randomly when lying in bed waiting to get sleepy.

As I look back over the past of the things that I had been doing. I could really say it was on hell of a ride. Knowing that I was always smiling all the time even if problems there to change my mood. But because I was so inspired I just smile them away knowing everything will be all right. But when reality bites all you gonna do is get stunned and be amazed. 

I might have come up short last year but at least I showcased professionalism. I might have almost ruined my humility to someone but I kept my poise knowing things will still be alright. Until now when reality is whispering me to wake up and feel it. Sudden changes occurred but someone I am starting to manage them all. Changes in physicality is also becoming visible since I am not getting younger each year.

Each day will come and new things will happen as I will try to embrace them all that I can. Since some of them which I am not familiar in doing it alone. But we have to face life and lead forward but never forget the past we had. All those experience, affairs, struggles and friends we've met will always remain in our thoughts. Those people that came and leave our lives will be there at our side. They are also trying to move forward just like me who judge life that is so unfair.

As I look back over the years were in I compared some things that happened. There were difference and some have slight changes but never the less I am still glad I tried to be the same. And still hoped that some of this days those great memories will be repeated. And some of those great moments will be continued.

When I can say that I didn't change on a certain matter but I just change for the better of something. Some people might over look you especially if they are guilty and have some doubt. But leave it all to them for they have there own ideas to see people differently. When some people test patience with mistakes and let there ego run the scenario. This kind of people are rare but instead of hating them why not forgive them. That's just reality among life and to every people we meet.

When we can't escape reality and probably the only time we can deal and escape from it is only in our dreams.

Abandoned.

I never thought that all I was living for would be gone and would perish. When all that I spent preparing for the future just won't work since I will be alone heading that path. It's hard when your journey in life are now miles away. And when you turn back there is just you and no one other else. How will you ever find your way back. When you realize you are there standing alone in the middle of no where. All those plans are gone, those laughter will remain to remind me something that was sad.

It's a foul feeling knowing no one's gonna be there for you. It's a grueling emotion that someone left and abandoned you. The feeling of being dumped, cheated and replaced in a sense that when you comeback your not getting anything else. It's like trying to give a toy to a child but after the child reaches it's hand your not just gonna give it.

How would you dictate your feelings that you are just fine even if you are not? How are you gonna face those days that's ahead of you? And when all of a sudden those memories just flush in your head. Some were remarkable moments felt with infinite happiness. And some were moments that were filled with promises that were left spoken. And now you know that those promises were just lies. Thinking and accepting that those words were just alibis and were not really true.                                        

I always swore to be loyal and true to someone. But why did it ended like this? Is this the way all things stand all of a sudden? So it was just a lie along the road and merely it was just like a game.  If truth was not swept under the rag and tend not to lie then things would be so confusing.

When all what's left in you are those words that she said that keeps running in your head. All those words that made you realize that there was guilt in the middle of those words. That pride was there to kill the scenario and to dictate the flow of the decision.  Time just elapsed by and it just turned out to be a sudden and tragic moment.

When there was no chance for a second chapter of our lives. When I believe there was still another chance because I knew when I look at her in the eyes. Some thing was still there inside waiting but it was just ignore and never let it in. And I doubt that those feelings were not gone because not even amnesia can erase those memories in the past. And those scars that will remain will make you realize that our past was real.

And sometimes it's quite hard to keep fighting when you are on the losing side. And others end up misunderstanding you because of your actions. Sometimes giving up doesn't mean that a person quits. It's either they gave way or made a sacrifice. And sometimes the only person you can trust now is yourself. Which I realize in the first place I never really had the trust that I deserve.

Still finding the reasons what went wrong and how it ended. I think I'm gonna be trapped on this constant confusion for the rest of my days. My mind struggles to forget but my heart doesn't surrender only pain can win this fight in the end and that feeling I'm familiar with.

Maybe until I will held my head up high and keep moving on forward. There was no point in my life that I regret when all we can say before that "We used to be the best". But I guess now only time and God will judge this whole thing.

Giant Crocodile

A massive crocodile weighing one ton (1,075kg) has been caught by villagers in a remote area in the Philippines. At 21ft. (6.4m), it is thought to be one of the biggest crocodile to be caught alive.

After weeks of hide-and-seek with the crocodile hunters, the big lizard was finally caught in one of the traps set by the hunters. It is reported that some residents of the village was gone and is believed to be attacked by the said crocodile that was caught. One of which reportedly gone was a little girl.

After the big croc was caught, many of the villagers were thankful because they can now sleep tight without the thought of being eaten by the giant animal. The animal was then turned over to the authorities for it to be kept safe and away from humans so that it can't harm anyone anymore.

It is reported that one of the hunters was hurt during the capture of the said animal. The crocodile swept its huge tail and hit the leg of one of the hunters that cause it to be fractured and broken. The injured hunter was then immediately taken to the nearby hospital to be cared for.

Now that the big crocodile was caught, it is said that there is another crocodile living in the said area which is bigger than the caught one. And while villagers was happy with the caught of the first, they are still in danger to be fallen victim for the second and bigger crocodile.

Crocodile hunters said that they will pursue the other crocodile up until December and hopefully they will capture it by then. Because when December comes, the rains will start falling and the water level will be as high as ever and it will then be hard for them to operate in that said condition.

Astronaut traces on the Moon

A spacecraft that circles the moon captured a high quality photo of the moon. In this photo shows the tracks and trashes left by the Apollo astronauts in their moon visits from 1969 - 1972.

These images were taken by NASA's Lunar Reconnaissance Orbiter which is located around 13 to 15 miles from the moons surface. The images shows the paths that the astronauts left while walking on the moon as well as ruts left by the moon buggy. Some experts can even identify some backpacks that the astronauts pitched out of their lunar landers on the way back to Earth.

"What we're seeing is a trail," said Arizona State University geology professor Mark Robinson, the orbiters chief scientist. "It's totally awesome," he added. Robinson also said that the orbiter isn't close enough to see individual footprints of the astronauts.

The images were snapped in August 2011 that shows the landing sites of Apollo 12, 14 and 17. The closest image taken were that of the Apollo 17 site of 1972, the last moon mission.

Canine with the biggest ears!

Meet Harbor, the black-and-tan coonhound owned by Jennifer Wert of Boulder Colorado. He is the Guinness world record holder for the longest canine ears in the planet. His left one measures 12¼in while the right is longer at 13½in.

Coonhound breed was developed to hunt raccoons with the long ears sweeping the smell to their ears.

Harbor's ear span is greater than the height of the worlds smallest man which is Junrey Balawing who is only 23.5 inches tall. His ears is also wider than the worlds road-legal car which is 26 inches wide.

Longest Sea Bridge

The World's Longest Sea Bridge was unveiled by China not long ago. The bridge will have a total length of 26.4 miles (42.58km) and is connecting Qingdao and Huangdao which will also cut the route by 20minutes travel time.

The massive engineering breakthrough said to have cost £5.5billion to build and took the Chinese four years to complete the whole structure. The bridge is said to be opened and available this coming New Year for the Chinese people. The bridge dethroned the Lake Pontchartrain Causeway in Louisiana by almost 3miles as the longest bridge in the world.

The structure will be holding the title as the longest bridge for only a couple years because it will be dethroned by another Chinese bridge in the next years.